Happy Birthday, Mak!

I nearly forgot my mum's birthday this year. I visited her at her home yesterday, with 1 big box of BIG APPLE donuts. Its really funny how our relationship turned out to be. My parents divorced when i was 3 years old. I was left with my grandparents since then. My dad visited me every week, sometimes, "abducted" me, til my my mom came and "rescued" me. When i was 13 years old, my mom officially left me to worked in another state. This has built a big barrier between us. I became a "torn" in the family. I ran away from home, started smoking cigarettes and pot, didnt turned up at school, got the lowest grades among the students, and i blamed it all to my mom.
The older i've grown i realised that the problem that i have caused was just because of a demand for an attention. i felt guilty for having that cruel feeling towards my mom. she is the only woman that i've known for her self-governing. she's tough, firm and strict to what she believes. her love and care are nothing to compare and that has been proved among my best friends. all my friends loves her and wished that she was their beloved mom.

i am now, proud to have her as my best friend, my cat-fighting enemy, and the best part is she's my one and only MAK.

since she likes reading so much, i am buying her favourite kind of novel, a general fiction. maybe .."the siren of baghdad" by yasmina khadra.

happy birthday, mak!

New Era

Let me introduce myself, im someone who used to be a very wild girl who owned her own universe. most of my teen's memories are dark and sour. i dont run in laughter crossing a big green field, instead i crawled up in a muddy stony hill across my life. But the years goes by, i had become someone which even my mother couldn't believe everytime she thinks about me in the morning.

i work in a fitness line for nearly 3 years now. i started as a customer service, for a year, then i promoted to Operation Manager.

i didnt really expect that i've made it, i mean in life, but..pheww.,.. totally.. i have made it.


i have been in what they called, comfort zone for the past 2 years. so they "flew" me off from a comfort zone to a war zone. i have been stationed to another club, this year, and it's a challenging for me. The place i am in right now, is basically the eldest club that my company opened about 3 years ago. It has a lot of things that need to be maintained, for both, maintenance and the associates.

Today is the 4th day im here. I have slight difficulty when handling both associates and the maintenance. They seems to have the same need....ATTENTION. i never been "busy" for the past 2 years, and deep down inside me, i am glad the management decided to relocated me.

I cant wait to see where will i be in another,hmm..let's say, 1 year from now. With this challenge i can see how strong my strength is and how far i can go in another NEW ERA of my life.