D&A: Be careful what you wish for

When I was in my 20’s I always dream to have a voluptuous body. This is because I was really thin. In fact, I was under weight once. I have the same problem with an over weight person, struggling to have our dream body.

Most of my girl friends busy with dieting, but me, busy trying to fill my mouth with food. My weight never went pass 45kg. It was always 43kg the highest and 38kg the lowest. And I am about 168cm. So I do look like a skeleton. No matter how much I ate, my weight stayed lower than what I wanted. Some people told me, maybe it’s the gene, yeah.. my mother was skinny before she got married. Some people told I party too much. What ever they say, I still unhappy with how I look that time.

When I got my previous job, I slowly gaining weight. I started to listen to some professional advice, I worked out. I was happy at work, I started eating good food and smoke less. And one of the factor is, my age. When I reached 30, the metabolism are low. So I pretty much gaining weight easily.

And today, I am 51kg. I stop smoking and I eat like a pig. Like this morning I just finished 2 bundles of nasi lemak, and now I’m preparing a spaghetti meatball for lunch! Now I am worry about the fat tummy and thigh! Will i fit my wedding dress?....how am i going to 'bersimpuh' if my thigh and butt are too big?! .. will this color make me look fat..? and the question went on and on... and onnnnn!

So to all skinny teenagers, don’t worry if u are bonny than your friend or you have flat chest, believe me you will get the body you want when you reach 30! So enjoy and be grateful what you have today, because you may miss it one day! Heh..!